Be Honest!!!

^^Try that and be honest..i dont care what name you use. Just be honest!

Peachy:):):)

YAY! July 21st......myyyy birthday!  Happy b-day to me!

:)

Party from 6-10....call if u can come. 410*610*8680

I stole this from Ashley....

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: um..that would be no.
2. Ran away: once.                                                                                  3. Pictured your crush naked: lol...i've wondered how big he was
4. Skipped class: NEVER!
5. Broken someone's heart: i think were at 10?
6. Been in love: ..always will be...peachy..
7. Cried when someone died: yes
8. Wanted someone: duh?
9. Broken a bone: nope..hada cast though
10. Done something embarrassing: my life is based on embarassing moments and blonde comments
11. Done a drug: Alcohol is a drug
12. Cried in school: yup


WHiCH iS BETTER:
13. Coke or Pepsi: Coke
14. Sprite or 7UP:  sprite..but diet 7UP
15. Girls or Guys: Guys..girls are to bitchy
16. Flowers or Candy: depends on who its from
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: a lil scruff most of the time
18. Blondes or Brunettes: BLONDES ARE LIKE SOO MUCH BETTER! lol..jokes..but really no..us blondes are the bestest!
19. Bitchy or Slutty: slutty..i no some nice sluts
20. Tall or Short: in a guy..taller than me definately
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: night


WiTH THE OPPOSiTE SEX:
23. What do you notice first: face..he hasta have a cute face
24. Last person you slow danced with: MARKY! LoL
25. Worst question to ask: How much do you weight? Um..im sorry..no girl will ever tell u

THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: this afternoon
27. Stepped outside:  like 30 min ago to see how hott it was out
28. Had sex: muaha. last night?

FAVORiTES:
29. Color: purple
30. Movie: Disney..they always cheer u up...the notebook..ace ventura pet detective..mr. hollands opus..so many more
31. Artist: JOURNEY! eagles, brian adams...def an 80's girl..backstreet boys!!!! lol..thats right..im not ashamed
32. Car: Slug Bugs, Audi's, Corvettes
33. Ice cream: Moose Tracks, Green Mint
35. Breakfast Food: Pancakes w/ strawberries

WHO:
36. Makes you laugh the most: Chris
37. Makes you smile: the most...everytime i see him..or wenever im with him....but all my buddies
38. Can make you feel better: Kristen, Tater, Peachy
39. Has a Crush on you: psh. some guys that dont have enuff guts to say ne/thing cuz they dont wanna get hurt...
40. Do you have a crush on? Hm. I dont consider it a crush cuz its known n recipricated
41. Who has it easier? Guys
42. Gives you a funny feeling: obviously not going to say here


DO YOU EVER:
43. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: ive waited for him to call...
44. Save AiM conversations: ones that mean something to me..whether good or bad..

45. Save E-mails: see above                                                                   46. Forward secret E-mails: no
47. Wish you were someone else:  i wish i was more attractive            48. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no i dont wanna have a penis n balls to get kicked..lol
49. Wear perfume: Very Sexy~ Victoria's Secrets
50. Kiss: i love kissin
51. Spoon:  all time favorite
52. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: yeah if my dads not home

HAVE YOU EVER:
53. Fallen for your best friend: yes...hes more than a lover..there could never be another..that makes me feel the way he does:)
54. Made out with JUST a friend: yes
55. Kissed two people in the same day: nope
56. Been rejected: yup
57. Rejected someone: zyro...lol.thats his name.
58. Been in love: yes
59. Used someone: nope
60. Been used: yup
61. Cheated on someone: nope
62. Been cheated on: WE WERE ON A BREAK..lol...not yet
63. Been kissed: yes:)
64. Done something you regret: only one thing..

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
65. You touched: Josh                                                                             66. You talked to: SEUL RHEE..lol
67. You hugged: Josh
68. You instant messaged: Jimmy
69. You kissed: Josh
70. Yelled at: Peachy
71. Thought about: Peachy
72. Who text messaged you: Kristen
73. Who told you they loved you: Peachy

DO YOU...
74. Color your hair: highlights
75. Have tattoos: not yet
76. Have piercings: yessum
77. Own a thong: um yes?
78. Spend all day on the computer to do stupid quizzes like this: No! LoL..im done.

Wow..i dont hava life.

Currently Playing Music From The O.C. Mix 4 By Various Artists Lack Of Color see related

American society feels more comfortable watching two men holding guns than two men holding hands.

Think about it.

^^Stole that from my bestest buddie, Amelia..n it made me think. and its really sad that that's true.

When I was in the military they gave me a medal for killing two men and a discharge for loving one." ~Epitaph of Leonard P. Matlovich, 1988

Currently Playing Incomplete Pt.1 By Backstreet Boys see related

Never thought that id be alone
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing and come on home,
baby I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out,
I never wished that Id ever hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz I'm so...

Lonely 
Im Mr. Lonely 
I have nobody
To call my own

Im so lonely
Im Mr. Lonely
I have nobody 
For my own

I'm so Lonely
So lonely
So lonely
Mr. Lonely
So lonely 
So lonely                                                                                                     So lonely
So Lonely
Mr. Lonely

Who thought i could relate to an Akon song. I dont wats wrong with me lately..but during school ill be fine, and then i come home to an empty house cuz my dad is never home, and i realize that im all alone. I dont have anyone. I dont have a best friend out here, i dont have a dad anymore, i dont have a boyfriend out here. N the boyfriend out there took another girl to prom. Im loosing him. The 'best friend' i had wasnt a best friend at all. she used me and hurt me. But at least during it, i felt as if somebody here cared about me. i honestly feel if i died tomorrow, nobody would miss me. n i hope its not true, but with my self-confidence just oh-so-high (sarcasm) who knows. I have no where to go. I need someone, not necessarily a boyfriend, however that would be nice, i just need someone to be here. A guy that i thought could be is scared of gettin hurt, so he'll go after girls that are whores, but still states he wants a 'real realtionship'..i mean come on. im right here. but no, b/c looks of a person determine how good of a realtionship a person can have. and since i have no good looks, only bad ones..he can automatically assume that i owuldnt be a good girlfriend. i honestly belive that he knows that we would have a real realtionship, but hes never connected w/ someone the way we connect, and it scares him. Thats the optimistic side of me. N then the thing w/ my dad. We use to be so close, but now i spend the whole weekend by myself, and since i cant drive b/c he wont let me get my license, i have to sit in the house alone. N then weekdays, hes gone out to dinner or to her house. And im alone again.

I dont want to be here anymore.

Currently Playing Trouble By Akon Lonely see related